Update!

Well... things aren't very well but still surviving. That's alright, I guess.

Posting videos that kind of suit my mood:
Depeche Mode- A question of time
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lPj-ZGIqm8Y
Boy kill boy- Suzie:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SdZLg-igFEs


And the melancholic song of the day... weird cos I feel filled with rage but I always enjoy a melancholic one. Great video too.

Crowded House- Don't dream it's over
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q0jJxqUdGtk

First day of work

It sounds incredible... but I've got a job and I like it!! I'm working as a waitress... which is the only job I can take that allows me to keep my studies. But you get to talk to people and it's kind of active when you've got stuff to arrange or clean.
Of course, it's a job so you can't drop it off when guys invite you for a beer or anything like that.:)

Have you ever felt that...

...love has deserted you??? You look around and you are alone... alone as alone can be. Maybe you've searched for it, maybe you didn't; but anyways there seems to be nothing to relieve the fact that you are alone... no one is there by yourside, laughing with you, talking to you... I don't know. Seems like there is something I want and I'm not sure of what it is.